It has resulted in me drinking lots of alchohol. I drank last night at the Earthdance afterparty, which was I believe the fourth night in a row. I had fun, don't get me wrong. But the whole thing is really starting to bother me. I have been just going with it, because I didn't feel particurlarly compelled not to. But... I am not enjoying the effect that it is having on me. I seem very different to myself, in subtle ways, and not in ways that I think are good.
I don't like it.